whats wrong with my heart?

i dont know what i think, but this night my heart, feeling very2 flat, whats wrong with me?????!!!
i dont want to think more, i dont want this to happen more and maybe better up here...
aaaaaaa sepertinya sayaa kembalii drop dengan keadaaan ini!!!! please i dont want to see more, i dont want this to happen more and more that makes me disappointed.........
KEEP STRONG MIAA :')
i just want you to know, i love you more and more than anything, i never want to disappoint you, even i was scared to see you go....
but what ypu see? what do you feel it?
i beg of reponsibility and behold, thanks :')